Showing posts with label mental illness. Show all posts
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Wednesday, June 10, 2026

Blue Heron



 









Writer/director Sophy Romvari

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BLUE HERON          B                                                                                                       Hungary  Canada  (90 mi)  2025  d: Sophy Romvari

What drew me to this film, awarded the best debut feature at Locarno and best Canadian feature at the Toronto Film Fest, was the locale, having been to Vancouver Island in the Pacific Northwest, surprisingly at the exact same time frame in the late 90’s as the film, before the prevalence of cellphones and GPS, where one of the highlights was the abundance of indigenous art to be found, especially in the galleries of the small town of Tofino on the western coast, where the ruggedness of the terrain and the enormous Douglas Fir and cedar trees is nothing less than remarkable, growing three times faster near salmon rivers that enrich the soil, while also attracting thousands of eagles and grizzly bears, creating a harmonious blend of nature and wildlife.  This film, however, ignores that entirely and takes place mostly in the urban environment of Nanaimo on the eastern coast overlooking the Georgia Straight, just a ferry’s ride away from Vancouver, though, as is often the case in films, much of it was actually shot in North Vancouver.  Not to be confused with Miyazaki’s The Boy and the Heron (Kimitachi wa dô ikiru ka) (2022), this is actually more along the lines of Lynne Ramsay’s We Need to Talk About Kevin (2011), or Jane Campion’s Sweetie (1989), but without the artistic firepower, featuring a morose, acutely disturbed teenage boy wreaking emotional havoc on his family, yet initially he just seems like any other moody, disaffected, and self-absorbed teenage kid whose anti-social rebelliousness manifests itself by inappropriately acting out, creating chaos out of nothing, drawing attention to himself and those around him, straining the family dynamic, yet he’s never viewed as a villain, always perceived as just a kid who’s also capable of displaying moments of tenderness.  Loosely diagnosed with “oppositional defiant disorder,” literally rebelling against authority, yet this barely scratches the surface, as intervention fails miserably, leaving the parents in despair, having to deal with an underlying anxiety that permeates their core existence, but leaving them feeling helpless by knowing so little about it, which is only magnified by the children’s inability to understand, knowing something is wrong but not knowing what to do about it, as there was limited knowledge and few available resources to address this kind of situation at the time, eventually recommending placement with a foster family, which lingers like a death in the family.  In reality, Romvari lost two older brothers in early adulthood, both struggling with mental illness, tragedies that may have inspired this film, forged out of grief and love.  Written by the director, shot by Maya Bankovic, subtly told from the point of view of a young 8-year old girl, Sasha (Eylul Guven), she is part of a Hungarian-Canadian family of six who move to British Columbia’s Vancouver Island in the late 90’s, where initially nothing out of the ordinary occurs, establishing a natural rhythm and flow, as characters move in and out of view as we get accustomed to the normal patterns of life, with an introverted photographer husband (Ádám Tompa) who mostly stays out of the fray by burying himself in work on his desktop computer, leaving a beleaguered mother (Iringó Réti) with way too much responsibility looking after the children on her own, leaving her frustrated, at her wit’s end, and emotionally exhausted.  He notably does bring the children into the dark room to develop photographs, as they watch with wonderment at what feels like magic when the images suddenly appear out of nothing.     

As we are lured into their familiar routines, going to the beach, watching cartoons or National Geographic animal episodes, making paper boats in the sink, playing in the sprinkler outside on the lawn, inflating water balloons, spraying one another with the garden hose, or jumping on the trampoline, no one personality stands out, but the oldest teenage boy Jeremy (Edik Beddoes), the only child born from the mother’s previous relationship, is much older and towers over the other children, consisting of two boys about the same age as Sasha, but as time goes on he gets to be a handful, never listening to his parents, ignoring them completely while acting suspiciously as his behavior grows more erratic, becoming increasingly dangerous, precariously walking on the roof, breaking windows with his hand, disappearing frequently for long periods of time, remaining aloof and isolated, barely ever uttering a word, with no interactions and no friends to speak of, mostly keeping to himself, viewed at the time as a “problem child,” a loaded expression from the 90’s.  Loosely based on her own immigrant experience, drawing upon her own family life, as her parents and three brothers all moved from Hungary to British Columbia a year before she was born, the director has been making short documentaries since 2011 before making her first feature, which enlarges the canvas, yet there’s an understated quietness to the film, filled with distance and space between incidents, where it’s not about narrative coherence but establishing an interior mood in a diary-like series of reflections on childhood memories where she literally bears her soul, shining a light on what was the elephant in the room growing up.  Featuring a “haze of a languid summer” atmosphere, reminiscent of Lucrecia Martel’s LA CIÉNAGA (2001), heavily emphasizing silence, ambient sound, and the emotional weight of memory, we follow the parents struggling to understand, not knowing what to do, yet we also get glimpses of reality through the eyes and ears of Sasha, whose own innocence is mixed with instability and uncertainty, where beauty and trauma exist side by side, as she starts to notice cracks in her family’s dynamics as they struggle to help their troubled teenage son, Clip Blue Heron subtitulado YouTube (1:21).  While there’s an ominous undertone beneath the placid surface, what remains questionable is whether this film is too distanced, never really allowing viewers in, so the characters may feel too far away to become emotionally invested.  Given that amount of personal intimacy, however, one of the scenes that stands out is a poignant, magical-realist epilogue toward the end of the film, a “last day” scenario within the childhood home for Jeremy, scored to the hauntingly elegant Adagio movement of Beethoven’s 5th piano concerto, Piano Concerto No. 5 in E-Flat Major, Op. 73: II. Adagio un ... YouTube (9:23), offering a sense of grandeur to the uncomfortable, allowing for a poetic reckoning with a family’s painful history, which elevates the moment, remaining imprinted in our imaginations, revealing art can provide additional perspectives, but not answers.  Only late in the film do we learn that Jeremy is a unique artist, with precise, color-coded, architectural-detailed drawings that map city neighborhoods, literally exploring a subjective artistic world rarely, if ever, featured.

Thematically linked to Romvari’s short film Still Processing (2020), an extended artistic inquiry into her own family history, something she describes as “memory retrieval,” in this case concerning a brother with profound emotional and mental health problems, music is curated to reflect a haunting evocative score and personal nostalgia, as if sourced from her father’s home videos.  Despite the personal nature of the film, it never feels forced, and instead reflects the fragmented memories of lived experiences, where it feels as if information is intentionally concealed from us, leaving only small snippets of a larger picture, where it’s easy to get caught up in the simple pleasures of growing up in the pre-cellphone, pre-internet 90’s, balancing the concerned viewpoints of the parents against the freewheeling style of the children, where playing with the sprinkler in the yard holds a certain nostalgic fascination, but then a more distressing situation occurs when Jeremy is brought home in handcuffs by the police for shoplifting, Clip 2 Blue Heron subtitulado YouTube (1:45), opening our eyes to a distress signal, a cry for help, which largely goes unanswered, as therapy sessions are unsuccessful.  But then something radically strange occurs, as the entire movie gets re-contextualized, growing more experimental, knocking the audience off-balance, which is a daring move, with the film jumping ahead twenty years, where time literally collapses, without any hints or reveals other than the use of cellphones are prevalent.  Suddenly we see Sasha as an adult (Amy Zimmer), though nothing informs us of this shift, as she’s taken an interest in exploring this earlier segment of her life that she couldn’t understand at the time, becoming both an observer and participant within her own memories, thoughtfully searching for a bridge between our experiences growing up and our reflections looking back on it, exploring her father’s photographs and videos, always filming what she discovers.  Searching for a better understanding of her troubled brother, specifically interested in how treatment programs may have advanced in evaluating Jeremy’s condition, she films the opinions of actual psychologists and therapists, yet it remains ambiguous right to the end, revealing in an opening voiceover, “It’s true I spent most of my life being angry at him.  The older I get, the more I feel like I never even knew him at all.  My image of him now, I know, falls flat compared to reality.”  Clearly wrestling with something that cannot be fully understood, never providing any clear answers, yet always remaining empathetic, Romvari uses a pseudo-documentary style of filmmaking to pay an elegiac tribute to her brother’s life, veering into Terrence Malick 2011 Top Ten Films of the Year #1 The Tree of Life realms with the expansive music of Brian Eno, Brian Eno - An Ending (Ascent) (Remastered 2019) YouTube (4:21), which plays as an adult Sasha is seen walking along the water with the Jeremy of her youth, literally becoming the filmmaker the director has become before our eyes, but never directly making that connection, instead it’s merely hinted at through poetic imagery.  In this sense, the film bears a remarkable resemblance to the visual language and evocative time shift at the end of Charlotte Wells’ 2023 Top Ten List #7 Aftersun, as both films weave memory and imagination into attempts to understand a family member that remains forever outside our grasp.  The director, on Letterboxd, listed a number of films of influence, Films that influenced Sophy Romvari's 'Blue Heron', many of which reflect a 1970’s naturalism, home movie aesthetics, and intimate family dramas, citing the performance-driven focus of John Cassavetes, the zoom lens usage of Robert Altman, and personal, nostalgic memory-focused work, with her parents’ own creative backgrounds and home videos deeply shaping her style.  Interestingly, after each night of production she’d read at least one chapter of Ray Carney’s 2001 book Cassavetes On Cassavetes.  There’s also an Éric Rohmer Le Rayon Vert (Summer) (1986) magical moment with a flashing light image seen near the end (purely unintentional, it seems) that adds a mysterious presence, like a call from beyond, or a land of twilight, as if part of the netherworld of Carl Theodor Dreyer’s VAMPYR (1932).

Sophy Romvari's Closet Picks Criterion YouTube (3:43)

Monday, March 11, 2024

The Year Between


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


 















Writer/director/actress Alex Heller



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THE YEAR BETWEEN        C+                                                                                               USA  (94 mi)  2022  d: Alex Heller

An uncompromising film inspired by true events, covering a wide range of mental health issues, this is an occasionally funny, painfully honest, yet more often wretchedly miserable look at the devastating effects of bipolar disorder, an illness rarely getting quality screen time in movies, given an autobiographical touch of authenticity from a director who faced her own mental health struggles, diagnosed with the same illness at the age of 19, Heller is an acknowledged bipolar comic, writer, film director, and actress from Chicago who graduated from Northwestern University in 2015.  Thrown into a world of trying different medicines, where it can be a long arduous journey to find the right combination, there’s no one cure that works for all, yet finding the right medicine is more of a trial and error effort to see what provides the best approach for each individual, a hellish and humiliating process with debilitating side effects, and a mammoth struggle just to get through each day without alienating everyone around you.  This is a film about being stuck in your own head, paralyzed by things going terribly wrong, where you’re helpless to stop the devastating effects this has not only on your life, but everyone around you who are literally consumed by your aberrant behavior.  The film follows Clemence (director Alex Heller) in her sophomore year at Western Illinois State University having a breakdown, where she’s a terrifying presence, suddenly displaying endless bouts of bullying and erratic behavior, blaming everyone else for what’s spinning completely out of control until her roommate fears for her life, where her mother (J. Smith-Cameron) is forced to pick her up and drive her back home to the Chicago suburbs (exposing the strip malls of Glen Ellyn), clearing out space in their basement, as her father (Steve Buscemi) has taken over her former bedroom as an office.  Her younger siblings, high school senior Carlin (Emily Robinson) and younger brother Neil (Wyatt Oleff) are none too pleased about her return, finding her a real pain in the butt, as she literally takes over everyone’s lives with her overwhelming negativity, unruly behavior, and incessant need for constant attention.  The relief the family experiences when she is gone suggests Clemence may have been abrasive and insensitive even before the diagnosis, attributable to what she fears is a “bad personality,” where her true self is buried underneath layers of obnoxious unpleasantness.

Suddenly thrust into an unwelcome treatment plan she has no control over, she has to contend with her white-haired, grandmotherly psychotherapist Dr. Lismoen (Waltrudis Buck, a former nanny for Senator Jacob Javits’ children who happens to hold a Master’s Degree in creative writing at Hunter College), whose calm, rational sensibility is completely at odds with the irrational, sarcastic outbursts of Clemence, who finds it a terrifying fit, denouncing her at every turn, addressing her only as “that German woman,” where their sessions together feel like mortal combat.  But the good doctor holds her own, where her acute insight into bipolar behavioral symptoms even catches Clemence by surprise, as she’s precisely describing what she’s going through, oscillating between mania and depression, but that doesn’t make it any easier, as her mood swings just feel uncontrollable, also referred to a psychiatrist, Dr. Madzen (Jon Hudson Odom), who offers no insight whatsoever and is little more than a sounding board.  Very few films zero in on such a loathsome character, where there’s no real filter on what she says and does, appearing overly confrontation and brazenly narcissistic, as it’s an energy drain just being around her.  The family dysfunction is at the center of the picture, as everyone feels threatened by her unexpected return, finding their lives in constant turmoil, where just getting through high school is so traumatic anyway, but her resentful brother and sister feel like she’s ruining their lives by overshadowing their everyday reality with neverending hysterical drama.  Her well-meaning mother accompanies her daughter to all her therapy sessions, has her best interests at heart, and tries to be straight with her, sharing her daughter’s directness and biting sarcasm, but grows wearily impatient, as the two are continually at odds with each other, while Clemence trusts no one, least of all herself.  Her mild-manner and non-judgmental father seems to be the only one who doesn’t fly off the handle, never seeing his daughter any differently, even after these bizarre episodes, taking everything in stride, where he appears to be a bit delusional about the realities of any of his kid’s lives, putting a positive spin on everything while also keeping a safe distance.   

Finding it difficult to maintain any sense of equilibrium, weathering the ill-effects of different medicines, making the same bad decisions again and again, Clemence loses hope, never really feeling good about herself, growing more desperate, running into a high school boy that she completely forgot, rediscovering his existence on Facebook, Ashik (Rajeev Jacob), who, as it turns out, also lives in the basement of his parent’s home.  But this interaction sends her off the rails, finding sex to be so difficult, so she takes heavy doses of Adderall and alcohol, which doesn’t exactly mix with the medicine she’s already taking, sending her spiraling off her treatment plan entirely, turning her into something of a zombie.  Dr. Lismoen reminds her that she must stay vigilant about her daily regimen of medicine, as this illness never goes away, but medicine can neutralize the worst of the mood swings, allowing her to live a manageable existence.  Feeling guilty about the burden she’s become for everyone else, and the exorbitant medical cost on her family, she tries to get a job to help out, which initially seems admirable but impossible, but she sticks it out and ends up working part-time at a local thrift store under the direction of the more even-keeled assistant manager Beth (Kyanna Simone).  This interaction produces surprising results, as Beth is someone she actually ends up respecting, reminding Clemence that if she screws up, “nobody’s taking me in to live in their basement.”  It all comes to a head when Beth invites her to a party, and all the principle characters somehow come together in an unexpected blur of humor mixed with anguish and turmoil, an exasperating social experiment that seems to freak everyone out except Clemence, who’s having the time of her life, finally interacting with an albeit oddball social mix that surprisingly offers just a glimmer of hope.  What’s different about this film is the comic edge provided, taking some of the sting out of the personal horrors, yet the entire film feels like an immersion into a belligerent therapy session, where a thoroughly dislikable patient simply takes over the entire session, becoming a toxic influence, and while there are eye-opening personal revelations, it’s also wrenchingly difficult having to deal with this amount of chaos and destruction, where some may believe the illumination is not worth the cringeworthy aspect of the experience.