Showing posts with label Charlie Kaufman. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Charlie Kaufman. Show all posts

Thursday, January 27, 2022

Synecdoche, New York





 


























Writer/director Charlie Kaufman

Kaufman with Hoffman on the set

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SYNECDOCHE, NEW YORK             B+                                                                                     USA  (124 mi)  2008  ‘Scope  d: Charlie Kaufman  

If the year is a life, then September, the beginning of fall                                                             is when the bloom is off the rose and things start to die.                                                              It’s a melancholy month and maybe because of that, quite beautiful.

Whoever has no house now, will never have one.                                                                        Whoever is alone will stay alone,                                                                                                will sit, read, write long letters through the evening,                                                                  and wander the boulevards, up and down,                                                                              restlessly, while the dry leaves are blowing. 

— Elke Putzkammer, Professor of literature at Union College heard on the clock radio in the opening reading an excerpt from Rainer Maria Rilke’s Herbsstag, translation by Stephen Mitchell, TRANSLATIONS OF RAINER MARIA RILKE'S "HERBSTTAG"

Wistfully sad and melancholic with more than a touch of irreverent humor, yet more than anything this is a film of astonishing imagination that will challenge any viewer, something of a brilliant head trip subject to multiple interpretations, a multi-layered puzzle piece that exacts a price from your brain, yet is meant to test even the most acutely aware among us, offering a mirror to our soulless modern existence.  Grap a rope, as this film takes us to the precipice.  Wildly off-the-wall, this can elevate poetically to one of the most ambitious films ever seen, mad beyond all expectations, yet also remain confusing and frustrating, perhaps overly autobiographical in tone, too drenched in miserablism and self-loathing to really like or appreciate, feeling more like a dirge for many, making it easy to dismiss, but enthusiastically hot-wired nonetheless, where the magnitude and scope is beyond essential, even if most of the surreal thought and effort put into this sprawling work may ultimately be lost on the audience, failing miserably at the box office, generating an onslaught of negative reviews, yet entering the cultural consciousness with its staggering originality, where over time the right audiences have discovered this momentous film.  What is most appreciated is the sensational acting throughout, especially the women, and the lilting musical score by Jon Brion which casts a serious pall on the entire affair, turning this into a ghostly, scorchingly morose version of Arthur Miller’s Death of a Salesman, a piece of iconic Americana that continuously plays out in the lead character’s head, as if on automatic replay.  The use of younger actors in his revival play is a controversial move, not something everyone will appreciate, as not all will see that they too are destined to live lives that are exhausted and worn out, conveying a life full of despair, as Willy Loman’s fate is already sealed, a tragedy of epic proportions, with suggestions that this is the kind of thing young theater directors should aspire to do.  Unfortunately, sometimes a writer’s worst enemy is writing itself, becoming too cutesy, word-obsessed, obliquely clever, and even veering towards the obscure in order to hide behind a cloud of unfathomability, which may, in essence, describe exactly how this film is conceived.  Much of it plays out like a sci-fi time traveling movie, with time moving forward at such a fast clip in the early scenes, where months go by in minutes, as the first eight minutes are like a film-within-a-film, nearly indecipherable when initially seen, yet revealing kernels of truth in unlocking key aspects of what follows, unraveling throughout the entirety of the film, where the world changes around our insufferable lead character, constantly commiserating over his failing health, until it simply leaves him behind, wallowing in his own pathetic misery, yet the actors playing certain characters keep getting replaced by other actors, where sometimes two or even three are onstage at the same time, similar to Shane Carruth’s PRIMER (2004), or the multiple Dylan characters in Todd Haynes’ I’M NOT THERE (2007), but this musical chairs in character development may initially feel forced, yet the performances eventually take on a curious significance.  There are two halves to this film, one that takes place in the real world and one that takes place within the mind of the director behind the scenes making an unwieldly and overly cumbersome play, veering into a mindset where one ages but otherwise loses all concept of time, as the director attempts to come to grips with his own mortality, where this has a vaguely clever stream-of-conscious feel, exploring a subjective reality, yet seen through the eyes of one man’s experiences as he hurtles towards his own death, yet distinguishing between the established reality and the fiction of the characters’ performances can prove confusing, as the distinctions between reality and the imagination are never clear.  Philip Seymour Hoffman as community theater director Caden Cotard is not so much the lead character in this film but a medium for Kaufman to communicate his thoughts.  His obsession with dying is met in equal proportions with an intense fear of love, becoming infatuated with the box-office girl, Hazel (Samantha Morton), after getting dumped by his wife, becoming a surrealistic nightmare, as she moves into a house smoldering in fire and smoke, where any personal connection seems doomed from the outset, as she quickly tires of his insufferable gloominess and moves on, yet Caden can never move on, still haunted by all the precious memories that brought him to this point in time, where what feels like a week for him is actually a year, yet Hazel is someone he never forgets, becoming the love of his life, the object of all his yearning, but he lacks the courage to act upon his feelings, overwhelmed by his anxieties, with theater being the only way he can project his true self, veering instead into an ill-advised marriage with his leading actress Claire (Michelle Williams), whose initial fascination turns sour, as their lives resemble a staged play, with Caden assuming more and more of Claire’s role, who suddenly realizes Caden’s only interested in himself, no longer able to fulfill her role as the compliant and content housewife, with Caden resorting to writing small notes offering inspirational suggestions to his cast, but ultimately returns to Hazel, where the two remain inseparable even into old age, at least in his mind.  As he ages, a stand-in takes his place, Tom Noonan as Sammy, a stalker who has followed him nearly all his adult life, who knows him better than he knows himself, eventually acting on his impulses in ways Caden never could, routinely flirting and having sex with Hazel, while Caden is stuck with a stand-in version of Hazel, Emily Watson as Tammy, where this revolving carousel of characters is an emotional roller coaster with exposed feelings on display, yet Caden never sees in himself what he’s transparently able to see in Sammy, needing others to finally do and say what he cannot, stuck living a life of perpetual observation, needing others to live his life for him.      

Having already written extraordinary screenplays for such a dizzying array of films as Being John Malkovich (1999), ADAPTATION (2002), CONFESSIONS OF A DANGEROUS MIND (2002), and ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND (2004), surely Kaufman is the film writer of our generation, with a reputation for avoiding clarity at all costs, spinning entangled webs that only grow darker and more complex, yet here he just lets it fly in an exhilarating attempt to reach for the skies, reminiscent of the absurdist Before the Law parable so brilliantly expressed in the opening sequence of Orson Welles’ version of Kafka’s THE TRIAL (1962), a vast metaphor for the struggle of life itself, where the trials of living offer a nagging sense of guilt for some vague and unspecified sin or wrongdoing that can never be traced or identified, yet the feeling persists throughout one’s lifetime, even at the hour of one’s death, with vague references to The Myth of Sisyphus, where an artist’s work is never completed, or viewed as successful, yet he persists, claiming “I won’t accept anything but the brutal truth.”  Perhaps he was referring to his wife’s eviscerating comments, “I can’t get excited about your restaging someone else’s old play.  There’s nothing personal in it,” calling him a “tool of suburban, blue-haired regional theater subscribers.”  How’s that for blunt honesty?  So on-target that it left ‘Hoffman as Kaufman’ with a bull’s-eye on his back, his tail between his legs, leaving him to pursue an endlessly futile search for grand existential themes, which may as well be a mythical search for the Golden Fleece.  Much of this feels oddly self-absorbed and obsessed with itself, taking on a kind of 8 ½ (1963) or All That Jazz (1979) vanity project, where the world revolves around a single man and his work, at nearly all times conflicted and at odds with each other, where Caden’s world is shattered early on by the loss of his family that ran out on him, as his wife Adele (Katherine Keener) becomes a hugely successful miniature artist in Berlin, taking their young daughter Olive with her under the pretense that she would return, but discovers she’s never been happier since she separated from Caden, who’s emotional core remains forever damaged, guilty that he was too self-involved to really connect with Olive, becoming truly devastated by her absence, as he rarely if ever has sex anymore without tears.  Some may actively dislike this kind of confessional self-hatred, where insecurities and paranoia take on a life of their own, presenting the life of an artist as incredibly tortured, tragically unfulfilled, and profoundly depressing, where Caden’s body when stressed out seems to turn against him, becoming a grotesque physical specimen with his mysteriously degenerative medical conditions, neurotically obsessed with the idea of dying, leaving him feeling like a pathetic outcast, where all he can do is apologize for being such an unlikable wretch of a human being.  For such gorgeous women to fall for such an unendurably miserable man who reeks of failure and self-pity in every aspect of his life feels like the most unrealistic kind of wish fulfillment, something out of Keith Gordon’s THE SINGING DETECTIVE (2003), making this all a projected fantasy world that has pretenses of realism and inner reflection.  In other words, it’s hard to take this seriously.  However it’s hard not to take seriously the complexities and multi-dimensional performances of the actors, all of which seem to be extensions of this single man’s thoughts and imagination.  While Caden takes great pains at identifying himself as such an ordinary man, a heavily flawed man who is subject to a wealth of fantasies and a wrath of medical ailments in equal measure, when he wins a MacArthur Grant for sheer inventiveness and originality, this feels totally preposterous and is certainly at odds with the Walter Mitty-like man we see onscreen who is wracked with guilt and self-doubt, and who humiliates himself in such bizarre fashion.  In an unusual form of storytelling, everything Caden does couldn’t be less interesting, yet the people around him remain fascinating, notably Samantha Morton, Tom Noonan, Emily Watson, Catherine Keener, the almost unrecognizable Jennifer Jason Leigh, and Dianne Wiest, all of whom are sheer marvels of invention.  Using a top notch cast and a touch of surrealism, we follow Caden along his path to glory, only the journey he takes and the characters he encounters have an inventive, visually expressive flair, though as a cohesive whole it’s not always dramatically engaging, as he continually retreats into a more submissive role, apologizing for his loathsome existence, living almost entirely in an interior existence that wants to reflect upon the world around him, but can’t see past his own deficiencies.  There are no flashback sequences in the film, only forgotten memories, yet they always occur in the present, as this is a film where time is always present, and may leap forward, or may constantly repeat itself, causing a huge discomfort, where especially baffling is the time at the end of the film is mysteriously linked to the same time as the beginning.  Yet this eternal present is continually lived until the body expires, as Caden’s own mega-colossal creation is on a repeating loop.  The death bed sequence with his grown-up daughter Olive (Robin Weigert) is among the more emotionally excruciating scenes, as he’s forced to come to terms with all the pathological lies, full body tattoos, and disturbing behavioral incidents that she’s been force-fed to explain her father’s absence, leaving her hating him with a ferocious vengeance, unable to forgive what she perceives as all the wrongs he has perpetrated, easily becoming the bleakest scene in the entire film, as he’s helpless to change the outcome, yet he still views her as an innocent 4-year old girl who had her entire future in front of her, somehow stolen out from under her.   

Not an easy film to digest with its cliché’d philosophical meanderings, blending the horrific with the terrific in its obsession with not being good enough, expressing all the hopes and dreams Caden always dreamed of wanting but unfortunately could never pull off, leaving him with an exasperating  sense of loss, alienated even from himself, left as if on an island, a man alone with his ambitions unfulfilled, where it’s hard to enjoy much of the morbidity in the more comic first half of the film, while the last half is near brilliant, as it re-examines everything that came before, much like Stanley Kwan’s film Rouge (Yan zhi kou)  (1988), where a ghost from the past searches through the present with such an incredible sense of longing for what was missing in her life.  Similarly, Caden becomes a ghost from his past searching through a netherworld between life and death.  In dreams, it is said that all the characters in the dream actually represent the dreamer.  Here as well, Caden becomes all of the characters on the set, all of the people in his life, a living metaphor for all the thoughts and aspirations that people have that go unnoticed.  As he attempts to make sense of it all, to find his real and authentic self through a colossally expansive theatrical production, a myriad of plays-within-a-play that are in a perpetual state of endless rehearsals all taking place simultaneously for years on end under an enormous Xanadu-like warehouse in the Manhattan theater district where he recreates a smaller model version of the burgeoning city around him, yet his megalomaniacal conception on a massive scale is the exact opposite of his ex-wife Adele whose paintings get tinier and tinier, where you need a magnifying glass to see them.  Fueled by his doubts and insecurities, he lacks the artistic security of Adele, who is comfortable in her own skin, free to express her feelings in her own life and comfortably interacts with the artistic community around her, continually breaking boundaries through her work, while Caden instead feels the need to make grander and ever-expanding spectacles with towering sets of the city, one stacked upon another, creating enormous rooms with endless space, yet he’s never comfortable filling the empty space, as all sense of capturing the truth has been lost in an extended succession of disconnected scenes that lead nowhere, exhibiting very little connectiveness with people, never able to successfully complete what he sets out to do.  Adding to the absurdity of his creation, he hires actors not just to play the people in his life, but also actors to play the actors, so what we see is a musical chairs of regurgitated moments from Caden’s past, reiterating the same themes over and over again, never finding anything new to say about them, growing agitated when actors change the lines, arguing that may be what he was thinking, but not what he actually said, remaining completely oblivious to the way the world has changed outside this bubble existence.  A telling moment occurs when hired actors begin to die, creating a series of funerals, each one bringing Caden closer to his own death, but he outlives nearly everyone.  In old age he rediscovers Hazel, finally re-taking the reins from Sammy, and discovers a kind of earnest simplicity, which is especially heartfelt because of what both have gone through in the intervening years, as she’s always been his one true love, but just as quickly, at the point he realizes what he’s been missing, she’s gone, in the flick of an eye, leaving him to fend off the hideousness of his existence alone, yet he surprisingly makes the claim afterwards that he knows how to do the play now, “There are nearly thirteen million people in the world.  None of those people is an extra.  They’re all the leads of their own stories.  They have to be given their due,” which reasserts the “Attention must be paid” theme from Death of a Salesman, a direct cry for human dignity, a fanfare for the common man, where if he wants to do the play right, he’ll have to achieve the impossible and give everyone their due attention.  Among the more conscientious revelations is that Caden, like Willy Loman before him, was never that rare and exceptional artist that comes along once in a lifetime, but is a more ordinary person, representative of each and every one of us. 

What was once before you, an exciting, mysterious future, is now behind you.  Lived; understood; disappointing.  You realize you are not special.  You have struggled into existence, and are now slipping silently out of it.  This is everyone’s experience.  Every single one.  The specifics hardly matter.  Everyone’s everyone.  So you are Adele, Hazel, Claire, Olive.  You are Ellen.  All her meager sadnesses are yours; all her loneliness; the gray, straw-like hair; her red raw hands.  It’s yours.  It is time for you to understand this.  As the people who adore you stop adoring you; as they die; as they move on; as you shed them; as you shed your beauty; your youth; as the world forgets you; as you recognize your transience; as you begin to lose your characteristics one by one; as you learn there is no-one watching you, and there never was, you think only about driving, not coming from any place; not arriving any place.  Just driving, counting off time.  Now you are here, at 7:43.  Now you are here, at 7:44.

After seventeen years of endless rehearsals he loses track of time, never once performing before a live audience, as he only grows older and more tired, where others eventually have to help him along the way, and instead of giving directions, he finally has to accept direction.  Dianne Wiest, in particular, elevates the last 30 minutes of this film with her phenomenal presence as Ellen, who grows from a simple washer woman to the director taking the place of Caden, re-imagining and conceptualizing things differently, strangely producing greater results, more emotionally charged, which most of all surprises Caden, moved beyond belief, where the tragedy is that he lacked the originality to stake new ground.  And though he yearned to leave behind something monumental, he never really gained any original insight during a lifetime of directing.  Yet even more astonishing, Wiest assumes the thoughts and voice of Caden himself—not really thoughts so much as his final spiritual direction, like the voice of God.  Beautifully expressed by the end credits reprise of Deanna Storey’s ultra downbeat rendition of the song “I’m Just a Little Person,” Deanna Storey - Little Person (Synecdoche New York) YouTube (3:53), blending all of the characters and the musical soundtrack into a single unified mood that has a sublime similarity to the use of the Aimee Mann song “Save Me” Aimee Mann - Save Me YouTube (4:27) in Magnolia (1999), which beautifully encapsulates the sadness that permeates throughout each film.  What stands out is a magnum opus feel to the finale, like a summation of all the previous parts, yet the final moments, especially, breathe sadness, where all that has come before slowly slips away in an apocalyptic finale where everyone appears to be dead or incinerated, blending into a forgotten landscape of thoughts and dreams that are slowly disappearing from the earth, becoming a uniquely quiet and sorrowful expression of acceptance given a grim, desolate look before one goes peacefully into the night, while the final chapter is more like an epilogue or an elegy, as it carries with it a prayerful tone of transcendence.

Synecdoche, New York - Looking Through Caden's Eyes  Film Radar, Daniel Netzel video analysis (12:47)

Monday, April 19, 2021

I'm Thinking of Ending Things




 


































Charlie Kaufman on the set with Jessie Buckley











 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I’M THINKING OF ENDING THINGS                 B                                                                    USA  (134 mi)  2020  d:  Charlie Kaufman 

But when there’s a moon in my winder                                                                                          And it slants down a beam ‘cross my bed                                                                                                                                            Then the shadder of a tree starts a-dancin’ on the wall                                                                  And a dream starts a-dancin’ in my head                                                                                                                                                                                                                              And all the things that I wish fer                                                                                                      Turn out like I want them to be                                                                                                     And I’m better than that smart-aleck cowhand                                                                             Who thinks he is better’n me!                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               And the girl I want                                                                                                                           Ain’t afraid of my arms                                                                                                                 And her own soft arms keep me warm                                                                                             And her long, yeller hair                                                                                                            Falls across my face                                                                                                                                                  Jist like the rain in a storm!                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        The floor creaks                                                                                                                                             The door squeaks                                                                                                                                           And the mouse starts a-nibblin’ on the broom                                                                            And the sun flicks my eyes—                                                                                                          It was all a pack o’ lies!                                                                                                                 I’m awake in a lonely room

—Lonely Room, by Richard Rodgers and Oscar Hammerstein II, sung by Jud Fry from Oklahoma!, (song omitted from the movie version), I'm Thinking of Ending Things (2020) - Lonely Room - HQ YouTube (2:50)

Let’s see, there’s dreary, drearier, and dreariest, and this miserablist film deals with all of that, to which you can add dark and chillingly morbid, with a touch of the surreal.  Made by the same writer/director of SYNECDOCHE, NEW YORK (2008), which was like a towering architectural experiment that continually explored new regions, feeling-ever expanding, where the performances themselves were mind-blowing, this is a different animal altogether, spare and minimal, by comparison, a psychological drama with beautiful, relatable monologues, largely taking place in the minds of two people with their thoughts often interchanged, creating a uniquely bizarre labyrinthian landscape that explores hidden regions of an untapped subconscious, yet plays out in a dry and undramatic fashion, often in-your-face and over the top, bordering on farce, as point-of-view is continually changing, altering reality as we know it, plunging into a netherworld that may or may not stand up to scrutiny.  It’s a baffling exercise exploring a strange malaise that exists between two persons, a young couple, Jake (Jesse Plemons, assuming the Philip Seymour Hoffman role), as understated as a character can be, just an ordinary guy harboring dark secrets, often seeming ghoulishly cold in temperament, and his more kind and affable girlfriend, grad student Lucy (Jessie Buckley), who may also be a waitress, artist, or quantum physicist, with most of the interior thoughts initially coming from her perspective, as they head out into farm country during a raging blizzard of snow for a family dinner to meet his parents, David Thewlis and Toni Collette, who are completely off-the-wall, changing age with each appearance, where the subconscious eventually takes hold, leaving reality a thing of the past, leaving viewers scratching their heads, wondering just what the Hell is happening.  To that extent, it’s largely a puzzle picture that feels overly intellectualized, internally analyzing what’s taking place, which has a way of taking all the life out of it, often leaving viewers perplexed, dumbfounded by an extreme detachment with what’s taking place onscreen, featuring plenty of self-loathing, offering questions of mortality, common themes in Kaufman’s works, which always seem like an exercise in self-analysis. While there is plenty of really cool stuff on display here, a few fabulous sequences that feel genuinely inspired, it’s overloaded with a bleak and depressing vantage point, including suicidal idealizations, with suggestions that these two have no business being together, where eventually it feels lifeless and too flat, as if all the air has dissipated from the room.  Whatever expectations one may have coming into the film, this director is sure to obliterate them all, creating an abstract, heavily symbolic work that will challenge each and every viewer, becoming a moody, self-absorbed road trip where the side adventures eventually take over and dominate the landscape.        

Adapted from Iain Reid’s 2016 novel of the same name, this is the only film from this director that includes another writer as the source material, which is in itself a curious relationship, much like the one depicted onscreen, as Kaufman has written some superlative screenplays, like Spike Jonze’s Being John Malkovich (1999) and ADAPTATION (2002), as well as Michel Gondry’s extraordinary ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND (2004).  That said, he is considered one of the most strikingly original filmwriters of our generation, with few peers that can compare, but this adaptation may actually be his least successful effort largely because it doesn’t originate with him, but is instead interpreted by him, remaining remarkably faithful to the source material’s structure and basic plot.  While he may have felt a personal connection with this book, and puts his owns stamp on it, in many ways the book is a good deal clearer and more transparent than the movie, shot by Polish cinematographer Łukasz Żal, with Kaufman adding his own touch of ambiguity, veering into fantasy, which can be something of a mindfuck of a film.  There’s something distressing and even annoying about the ending, becoming overly uncomfortable, forcing viewers away from Lucy’s vantage point, where she has been a pleasant host as narrator that one easily identifies with, and turns instead to a less likeable Jake, a character we don’t entirely trust, knowing Lucy is uneasy about continuing a relationship with him, yet he becomes the focus, where the entire film may actually be seen through his eyes, which may leave viewers flabbergasted.  In more ways than one, it’s all about Jake, yet he’s the most unreliable character in the room, subject to violent mood swings, not altogether likeable, harboring a secret life throughout the entire picture, possibly inventing Lucy as an extension of himself, creating a more likeable side, where the truth of the matter is he leads a sad and depressing life, talented in many ways, but unrecognized, leading an uneventful and anonymous life, where his crushing loneliness may be a key to understanding the entire picture.  While it’s a bizarre depiction, Jake is not nearly as socially engaging as the much more charismatic Lucy, who tends to dominate the movie, guided by her charm and easy appeal, where one of the most powerful moments is when she reads a wrenchingly dramatic poem while they are traveling in a car, Bonedog YouTube (4:43), not the kind typically used in films, showing greater range and extreme depth of character, taking the audience by surprise, as it simply comes out of nowhere, Bonedog. a poem by Eva H.D. | by Marianne | Medium.  Later in the film we are surprised to learn that it comes from a book of poems attributed to another author, yet was supposedly originated by Lucy, who sees herself as something of a poet.  This is but one of the recurring fault lines offering clues that things are not what they seem.      

Certainly one possibility is that this entire film may exist inside one man’s head, developing illusions of grandeur to avoid seeing what a pathetic wretch he’s become.  Accordingly, most of the film takes place in a moving car in the middle of a raging snowstorm, yet for all their efforts, it seemingly goes nowhere.  Lucy is introduced as an early narrator, where all of the focus is on her, yet her name and occupation change multiple times in the film, while her storyline nearly disappears by the end.  Nonetheless, early on, she quotes Oscar Wilde, offering a curious viewpoint about how we continuously live through others, “Most people are other people:  Their thoughts are someone else’s opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation.”  About this same time, Jake flips on the radio, playing a song from a musical that Jake immediately recognizes is a passage from Rodgers and Hammerstein’s Oklahoma!  While he downplays his interest in musicals, he rattles off more than a dozen or so (the list keeps growing) that are among his favorites, intercut by a mysterious scene with footage of an elderly janitor (Guy Boyd) working at a high school, where he sees students rehearsing the same musical.  By the time they arrive at his parent’s farmhouse, they are nowhere to be seen, while Jake is uneasy and uncomfortable, nervously awaiting their arrival, with Lucy struck by a picture of Jake that resembles how she looked as a child, becoming confused.  By the time his parents do finally arrive, they are all pleasantries, also a little bit strange and eccentric, even manic, feeling more like an out-of-body experience, with Lucy telling them the story of how they met, while also showing them some photographs of some landscape paintings she has made that are stored on her phone.  As Lucy wanders through the house, including Jake’s childhood room, much of what happens in this film seems to have originated there, as she finds books that strangely play out in strange variations throughout the film, and posters for exhibitions of Ralph Albert Blakelock paintings that resemble those she showed earlier as her own, while also discovering the same paintings with the name Jake affixed, all of which leads her to question the nature of her relationship with Jake, his family, and everything she sees in the world around her.  Each time his parents appear after dinner, they represent a different period in their lives, shifting from young to old and back to young again, with Jake undergoing intense personal encounters with them that seem vastly different than just this one evening, as if time has been consolidated into just a few moments.  At home, Jake never looks more depressed, exuding the sense of a loner caught between the continually changing fabric of fact and fiction.

It is only after Lucy extends a great effort that they finally leave, but Jake doesn’t share that sense of urgency, instead commenting that she drank too much wine at dinner, comparing her to the Cassavetes movie character Mabel Longhetti, played by Gena Rowlands, perhaps because they both want so much to be liked and loved, which leads to a bizarre critique of the Cassavetes film A Woman Under the Influence (1974), which she over-analyzes from an intellectual perspective, repeating word-for-word parts of a Pauline Kael review, Letterboxd on Twitter: "Pauline Kael's December 9, 1974 New ..., which largely misses the point and is counterintuitive, as the beauty of Cassavetes films lies in the truth of his emotional connections.  Nonetheless, this is only the first of a few diversions, stopping at Tulsey Town, an all-night ice-cream drive-through, before getting into a heated argument over what she describes as rape lyrics to “Baby, It’s Cold Outside,” Ella Fitzgerald with Louis Jordan - Baby, It's Cold Outside ... YouTube (2:45), a popular 40’s song that won the Oscar for Best Song in 1949.  Lucy basically personifies affirmation, however, unlike Jake, always striving to be better, briefly impersonating a virologist, “Everything wants to live, Jake.  Viruses are just one more example of everything.  Even fake, crappy movie ideas want to live.  Like, they grow in your brain, replacing real ideas.  That’s what makes them dangerous.”  But the biggest surprise is making a strange detour in the night to visit his old high school, perhaps awkwardly realizing his life is not on the trajectory he wanted, where he seems to be going backwards and forward in time, perhaps inventing memories to protect him from the dull and insipid life he’s really leading, filled with nothing but regrets, mysteriously wandering out of the car, where his absence creates a mood of suspicion and dread, perhaps even anticipation of horror elements, with Lucy begrudgingly following sometime later, completely blindsided by his absence.  Inside the hallways of the school the pace of the film slows to a crawl, and in a striking transition an alternative fantasy life evolves, including a surreal ballet dance sequence, with Jake and Lucy morphing into Broadway dancer Ryan Steele and New York City Ballet soloist Unity Phelan, observed by the lone janitor on duty, I'm Thinking of Ending Things - Ballet scene YouTube (2:25).  Evolving even further, a larger fantasy life takes over, altering one’s sense of consciousness, changing the film trajectory into a fictional universe where Jake imagines himself an old man receiving recognition and acclaim for living a fulfilled life, mimicking a scene from A BEAUTIFUL MIND (2001), I'm Thinking of Ending Things vs. A Beautiful Mind - Side by Side Comparison YouTube (2:39) before stepping onto a musical set and singing a number from Oklahoma! about envisioning a better, happier life, only to realize it’s all been a dream, I'm Thinking of Ending Things (2020) - Lonely Room - HQ YouTube (2:50).  Released on Netflix in the year of Covid, which presents its own challenges, the underlying motivation of this film feels designed to overcome powerful feelings of depression, but the downbeat subject and doppelgänger universe may leave many viewers even further alienated and confused, where something we heard earlier from Lucy reverberates with greater meaning only at the end of the picture, “Other animals live in the present.  Humans cannot, so they invented hope.”