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Thursday, October 22, 2026

Romería



 




















Director Carla Simón

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Carla Simón with actress Llúcia Garcia 

Llúcia Garcia

Llúcia Garcia with Mitch Martín



















 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

ROMERĺA                  A-                                                                                                        Spain  Germany  (112 mi)  2025  d: Carla Simón

For many people, family is something that is just there, but for me those relationships had to be built. When I was very young, my parents died of AIDS, and I went to live with my aunt and uncle. I never took the family bond for granted, I observed their dynamics with a distance not everyone has. Both my biological and adoptive families are numerous: there are many siblings, cousins, uncles, aunts, uncles, grandparents… I have always been surrounded by family. There is deep love, but also a load of wounds, traumas and aspects that are difficult to manage. In that mix, there is a lot of material to tell stories…

I don’t think I would have discovered much about my own family without film. In fact, Romería has ended up becoming a film about the desire to make films, even though that was not the initial idea. It was something that came up while I was writing the script: at a certain point, I realized that the main character should carry a camera. This made her a much more active character. For me it was very natural, because it was all born out of very personal experience. I think the film can be understood, among other things, as a story about the birth of a filmmaker’s gaze.

Romería is, above all, a film about memory and the need to explain ourselves, to find a story that makes sense of who we are. But it also stems from a certain frustration: what happens when you don’t have that story, when no one around you can satisfactorily tell you where you come from? In my case, film has been the tool that allowed me to invent it, to construct it for myself.

—Director Statement from Carla Simón

Your gaze pierces my eyes like a sword

—Tu mirá, by Lole y Manuel, 1976, Lole y Manuel - "Tu mirá" (1977) HD YouTube (2:43)

A stunning arthouse film that resembles the kinds of films seen in the 50’s and 60’s, when European cinema reached its undisputed artistic peak, an era of explosive innovation that birthed not only modern arthouse film, but revolutionized global storytelling.  Rejecting the Hollywood formula, these are films that prioritized ambiguity, psychological depth, and philosophical inquiry over more conventional linear resolutions, often using dream sequences or flashbacks to accentuate internalized moods and feelings.  Stylistically, this film is much more inventive than anything we’ve seen before from this director, who graduated in Audiovisual Communication at the University of Barcelona before winning a scholarship to the London Film School where she obtained her master's degree.  The third and final part of a semi-autobiographical family trilogy that began with SUMMER 1993 (2017), a tender immersion into the world of a newly orphaned six-year-old girl navigating a tangle of confusion after she is sent to live with her aunt and uncle in the Catalan countryside following the death of both parents from AIDS, an experience drawn from her own childhood memories, followed by her second feature, Alcarràs (2022), an earthy, near documentary exposé of a farming family on the brink of change, told in the humanist tradition of Italian neorealism, which won the 1st Place Golden Bear at the Berlin Film Festival in 2022.  In this concluding episode, premiering at Cannes in 2025, the story takes place over five days in 2004, where that same six-year old girl is now eighteen, traveling from Barcelona to Vigo, an inlet port city on Spain’s northwest Galician coast, with a view of the Ría de Vigo, sheltered from the Atlantic by the Cíes Islands, in search of a family she’s never met, revisiting the unresolved questions of her own heritage, uncovering the long-buried secrets behind her parents’ lives and mysteriously concealed deaths, as she slowly learns uncomfortable secrets about her parents’ unconventional life and turbulent past.  This quietly understated, much more subjectivized indie film, largely realized by conversations and flashbacks, is mainly supported by visual style and atmosphere in a sea and sun-drenched experience that is full of warm colors, as it aims to recover the legacy of a forgotten generation, part of a Spanish historical memory that deserves to be revisited.  Simón uses the revolutionary flamenco music of Lole y Manuel as a vital sonic thread, where the specific concept of the “gaze (La mirá)” aligns with the film’s exploration of memory, perspective, and how the young protagonist reconstructs the fragmented history of her biological parents, using a poetic and emotional connection that also functions as a tribute to flamenco that her parents listened to, featured diegetically (meaning the characters can hear it within the scene), cementing the identity and emotional weight of the family’s past.  Adding to the family experience, the filmmaker’s brother, Ernest Pipó’s soundtrack fueled by piercing violin staccato notes adds an element of something bubbling under the surface, Romería (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack) (59 seconds).

First and foremost, Simón introduces us to newcomer Llúcia Garcia in her first role, discovered as she was returning from summer camp in an open-air casting call of 3000 young women on the street, who is simply breathtaking in the role of Marina Piñeiro, an 18-year-old orphan attempting to piece together the lives of her late parents through memory, imagination, and fragmented family stories, guided by her mother’s diary, attributed to the letters of Simon’s own late mother, Neus Pipó Simón, which often differs from what she hears from relatives, but helps bridge the gap between memory and imagination, with title cards, one for each day, asking somewhat philosophical questions (“What would I be if my father’s family had raised me?”) acting as chapter headings for her five day “pilgrimage” to Vigo, which is what the title refers to in Spanish and Catalan.  An aspiring filmmaker from Barcelona, Marina (a stand-in for the director) needs her paternal grandparents to sign an official document confirming her bloodline in order to secure a film school scholarship (as Simón did), because her father’s death certificate lists him having no children, which could either be an inadvertent error or an indication that his side of the family refuses to recognize her existence.  As she is introduced to aunts and uncles, and an army of cousins, she stays on the houseboat of Uncle Lois (Tristán Ulloa), his wife Denise (Celine Tyll), and their three rambunctious sons, taking a liking to the oldest, Nuno (Mitch Martín, aka Mitch Robles, lead singer and guitarist for a 70’s-inspired Madrid rock band The Boston Babies), who is about her same age.  Almost immediately, there are contradicting narratives about her late parents, who both died of AIDS when she was a child, Romeria : extrait (Cannes 2025) YouTube (1:21), where each family member only knows fragments of the story, with the memories often contradicting each other, making the truth increasingly difficult to trace, becoming a tale of hidden secrets and discovery.  Probing a hidden chapter of Spanish history, it’s important to remember the times, as the end of Franco’s repressive dictatorship in 1975 led to La Movida Madrileña, an underground countercultural movement in Madrid that led to a rebellious, hedonistic counterpoint to the ultra-conservative Catholic society, resulting in prolific drug use, as many people got hooked on heroin, immediately followed by a massive outbreak of deaths from AIDS, which was simply not talked about, as if it never happened, leading to what many have called a lost generation, beautifully documented in the early films of Pedro Almodóvar, especially ALL ABOUT MY MOTHER (1999).  This coincides with the youthful period of Simón’s parents, with their relationship happening during that same period of the 80’s, with Spain having the highest rate of AIDS-related deaths in Europe, where it still remains hard for families to accept, as they simply stopped talking about it, so many of those stories have been silenced for decades.  Shame continues to reverberate through Marina’s entire family, as the stigma of how her father died and was ostracized continues to linger in their minds and attitudes toward her, with her bourgeois conservative grandparents still seething in resentment and anger, warning their offspring to never touch her blood as she has a “blood disease.”  Only her black sheep Uncle Iago (Alberto Gracia), himself an ex-junkie, gives Marina a more accurate depiction of the wild life and early death of her parents.

Carla Simón’s films are deeply shaped by memory, loss, and the emotional afterlives of family history, reflected in elusive family moments that we may never fully understand, where the inherently fragmented nature of memory plays a role, but the main obstacle is the stigma surrounding AIDS, which clouds these memories.  To portray the AIDS mass extinction in Spain, the director draws on a ghostly dance at a festival, with dancers covered in white sheets, like corpses, set to the macabre Spanish 1980’s hit Bailaré sobre tu tumba (I’ll Dance on Your Grave) by the Vigo punk band Siniestro Total, Siniestro Total : Bailaré sobre tu tumba ( HQ ) YouTube (3:04).  Marina learns her father actually died years later than she was led to believe, while her sternly cold and less-then-forthcoming grandparents, who have never really accepted her (“There are things that are not talked about in this family”), attempt to offer her money to halt her probing, which she refuses to accept, as her primary mission is uncovering the truth, recalling the “memory retrieval” of a recent Hungarian film, Sophy Romvari’s Blue Heron (2025).  To fill in the massive gaps left by her relatives’ unreliable memories, Marina reads fragments of her biological mother’s diary and uses her camcorder to reconstruct their past, where the film is an exploration of personal material, drawing from her own family and experiences, while engaging with themes of adolescence and trauma that have been central to the filmmaker’s artistic identity, yet realized through her own distinct aesthetic.  There are more visual asides here than previous films, accentuated with a visual beauty and unmatched sensitivity along with a voiceover that keeps the viewer attentive to the story, effortlessly captured through the brilliant cinematography of Hélène Louvart, who has worked closely with Agnès Varda and Alice Rohrwacher, providing poetic flourishes that amaze, including some stunning underwater sequences of naked bodies swimming through the reefs, recalling Helen Mirren’s first screen role in Michael Powell’s AGE OF CONSENT (1969).  Quite simply, this is the artist as we’ve never seen her before, a poetic and visually vibrant film, grounded in familiar narrative territory, yet told in such a distinctively different way, where it’s hard not to be drawn to the enticing visual palette.  The immensely sympathetic Llúcia Garcia is the dealbreaker, like a young Léa Seydoux, whose intoxicating screen presence drives the picture, giving us a multi-layered performance of a character who is independent and determined.  While mostly staying in the background at family gatherings, she isn’t shy about asking about her parents, especially when alone with a family member, and while many of the relatives are hard to decipher as they go whizzing by the screen, like interchangeable parts, she is the one constant that holds it all together, which is why an unexpected, late-film dream transformation is so powerful, and also deeply unsettling.

Often easy to overlook a director with a gentle touch, where this is arguably her most introspective work, Simón’s film only confirms she is one of the most singular voices in European cinema, as the relationship of Marina’s parents is only referred to, a piece of a puzzle that’s hard to understand, for decades clouded in secrecy, but it’s brought to light in the most unusual way, as she has the secret intention of visiting the places where her parents were happy, where the quest for truth gives way to the imagination, the culmination of an existential journey where pain coexists with joy.  Of all things, it’s a frisky cat that leads Alice down the rabbit hole, as Marina similarly follows an elusive cat down to the wharf, climbing into a rowboat.  At this point, the film’s grounded neorealism evolves into an immersive, dreamlike imagination, as Marina is transported back to 1983, and takes the rowboat to the private island of Toralla. Playing out like a memory poem, Marina meets her parents on the rooftop of the building where they lived together, where a startling realization is that her father is played by Mitch Martín, the actor who plays Nuno, while Llúcia Garcia is transformed into her mother, who is seen with Marina’s father traveling to remote Cíes islands by sailboat, both frolicking naked on the beach, a reflection of their free-spirited love and latent sexual liberation that recalls Antonioni’s Zabriskie Point (1969), or before that the free-spirited sexuality of Harriet Andersson in Bergman’s Summer with Monika (Sommaren med Monika) (1953), a reminder of how great cinema can be, while also showing unflinching images of their drug use, with the voice of actress Laia Manzanares narrating her story through fragments of her diary.  Money becomes an issue, as heroin is not cheap, causing the two of them to become more and more reclusive as they battle with heroin withdrawal.  Perhaps the closest films that express that freewheeling, drug-ridden bohemian lifestyle of her parents’ era are Barbet Schroeder’s debut counterculture film MORE (1969), where a young hippie couple’s visit to the idyllic island of Ibiza degenerates into unending tragedies from heroin addiction, or Philippe Garrel’s own heroin-indulgent exploits with his real-life girlfriend Nico from the Velvet Underground in I Don’t Hear the Guitar Anymore (J'entends plus la... (1991), which is also an impressionistic memory piece, darkly moody and self-absorbed to the point of being narcissistic, yet revelatory in its own sensory style.  What’s important here is how Marina internalizes everything she’s learned and literally steps into her parents’ lives in the 1980’s, much like Tilda Swinton in Joanna Hogg’s Caprice (1986), opening up a phantasmagorical world that exists only in the imagination.  The final flashback sequences in particular, shot in wonderfully grainy Super 8 images, add a gorgeous impressionistic texture, yet this surreal act of remembering gives the film a more personal sense of understanding that she could not get from her estranged family, allowing a deeply imaginative poetry of memory and reconciliation to unfold before our eyes.      

Friday, June 19, 2026

Let Me Fall (Lof mér að falla)


 












Director Baldvin Zophoníasson


Eyrún Björk Jakobsdóttir and Elín Sif Halldórsdóttir

Ólafur Arnalds





























LET ME FALL (Lof mér að falla)                 B+                                                                 Iceland, Finland, Germany  (136 mi)  2018  ‘Scope  d:  Baldvin Zophoníasson

Grim and excruciating in every sense of the word, among the more punishing films about drug abuse gone wrong that anyone could ever experience, with layers of complexity that extend into decades, becoming a harrowing journey that exists beyond our imaginations, yet is a routine part of the lives of people we never see, damaged, addicted, and abused beyond repair, lingering in a drug-induced netherworld that is nothing but an endless nightmare that never stops.  A brutally honest depiction of drug addiction and its consequences, an emphatic approach to an urgent and seriously treated matter, the audience experiences the same feelings as the persons depicted, where what stands out is the emotional intensity and social relevance, becoming an emotional roller coaster with no comforting closure.  Never shying away from the harsh and traumatizing nature of addiction, this is first and foremost a performance-driven film, remaining ominously true to social and psychological realism, where the director discovered “a whole world in Iceland that I didn’t know about, and I decided to delve deeper into it.  I met the girls living on the streets and doing drugs.  They allowed us to enter their lives and follow them for one year.”  Drawing on actual stories and interviews with the families of addicts, including the diaries of Kristin Gerdur, a young woman who died from her drug use, offering an unpretentious glimpse into the lives of those who died before their lives truly began, this supposedly true story is told out of time, jumping back and forth between time periods, which is a lot to stomach, and some will find it over the edge, more than they can handle, yet it’s beautifully told, with poetic echoes amongst the ugliness of the in-your-face trauma.  Baldvin Zophoníasson is not a household name, using the letter Z for short as his last name, born in Iceland but studying in Denmark and Norway, working as a freelance editor, cameraman, and a producer for all the largest television networks in Iceland.  He started his film career making televison commercials as a freelancer for both Danish and Icelandic companies, making shorts and music videos for Icelandic bands while working at a local TV station, producing his first feature JITTERS (2010) about the coming-of-age confusion of being a teenager, also LIFE IN A FISHBOWL (2014), an ensemble drama which looks at the beginning of the international banking crisis through intersecting lives, while also making two documentaries before this film, one of which, ISLAND SONGS (2016), Ólafur Arnalds - Island Songs (full film) YouTube (1:09:51), is a tribute to musician Ólafur Arnalds traveling across Icelandic landscapes.  The allure of this film is discovering a very young Elín Hall, who was still using the name of Elín Sif Halldórsdóttir, gaining widespread recognition for her powerful portrayal of a troubled teenager.  The arc of her life goes from her sexual awakening and the great promise of youth to an endless saga of personal tragedies fueled by drug addiction and abuse, as typical teen malaise quickly gives way to a realist drama with an underlying gay theme.  A harrowing portrait of addiction that follows two young, beautiful, and intelligent best friends through the decades as precarious teenage years morph into perilous adulthoods, showing the destructive evolution of a same-sex relationship that is destroyed through drugs, as their carefree, reckless days of youth starkly contrasts with the devastating realities they face as adults, turning into literal shadows of their former selves.  While these characters might have been mere stereotypes in other hands, Zophoníasson and cowriter Birgir Örn Steinarsson give them nuance and depth, so just when viewers think they might have figured everything out about these young protagonists from their initial appearance, the script delves deeper, revealing extreme complications and contradictions.  

A harrowing and overwhelmingly emotional drama, revealing a little-explored and very dark side of a world few know about, this is a female-centric story that moves from innocence to bleakness, revealing the dark side of addiction, as Stella (Eyrún Björk Jakobsdóttir) and Magnea (Elín Sif Halldórsdóttir) are teenage best friends forever, even getting a tattoo that expresses their bond, where they have a very special connection which bypasses everyone else, as little else matters except the time they spend together getting high.  Seemingly inseparable, Stella and her boyfriend Toni (Sigurbjartur Atlason) are already injecting drugs, but Magnea is the focus of the story, a brilliant student and athlete, coming from a divorced family, living with her father (Þorsteinn Bachmann) and stepmother, seen as a relatively stable home, yet the marriage was apparently rocked by alcoholism, with her father telling his teenage daughter, “OK, I made mistakes.  It doesn’t mean you have to.”  Therein lies the central theme, as Magnea flouts her independence at every step in her pursuit of freedom over anything resembling common sense, leaving behind her conventional middle class environment, thoroughly fascinated by Stella’s wild side and unconventional personality, as a mutual sexual attraction and love between the two girls intensifies, starting out running shakedown schemes for money to buy drugs, a fast-track to disaster leading to skipping classes at school and going to wild parties.  While they seem young and adorable at first, wanting to be the cool kids, but so were the heroin-addicted jazz musicians in Shirley Clarke’s THE CONNECTION (1961), the small-time hustlers in Jerry Schatzberg’s THE PANIC IN NEEDLE PARK (1971), the dismally gloomy punk rocker/groupie romance depicted in Alex Cox’s SID & NANCY (1986), or the harrowing, nearly unwatchable final sequence in Darren Aronofsky’s REQUIEM FOR A DREAM (2000).  What these films have in common is their graphic depiction of drug use, which includes the devastating consequences, yet here the focus isn’t so much on drug abuse, but is more about the abuse addicts experience while doing drugs.  A quietly forceful and sorrowful film couples the two halves of their life in a single, non-linear approach, sort of a before and after, allowing viewers a more complete picture of the utter destruction from drug addiction, while at the same time creating an unusually accurate depiction of adolescence, becoming so much more that just another gritty, coming-of-age social drama.  Beautifully shot by Jóhann Máni Jóhannsson, as the washed-out visuals capture a claustrophobic, hopeless atmosphere that perfectly mimics the comedown of substance abuse, with a prevalent mix of naturalism and extreme close-ups that is reminiscent of John Cassavetes in Faces (1968), where the performances by the two young stars with no prior acting experience are astonishing, played by a different set of actors in their later years, where their adult lives have literally been undermined by the decisions they made as teenagers.  The film sees Stella and Magnea through their first experiences with drugs, through years of addiction and times of relief, all the way to the bitter end, where it’s a haunting transfiguration that leads to a very powerful conclusion of ruination and despair, where lives that were once so promising end up in self-inflicted tragedy, yet most of all it’s a complex character study that is never less than eye-opening.  Among the more successful films on the tiny Icelandic market, the highest grossing film in 2018, the filmmaker has created a social and psychologically realist work, where there is no reason for viewers to believe that what they have just seen onscreen will not also be present in the society they return to when they leave the theater. 

The writers wanted to explore the dark side of teenage girls who get drawn into drugs and soon go missing, something unprecedented in Icelandic society, called “the Lost Girls,” as their faces usually appear on the front pages of newspapers, something that happens in this film as well, as Magnea simply disappears for days on end without a word, producing signs of desperation from her parents.  As teenagers, Magnea’s well-meaning parents try to get a handle on what their daughter is going through, offering her help and support, which she always rejects, finding the lure of the needle an irresistable part of the rest of her life, where she just never gets on track, turning into a physical and emotional wreck, undone at each and every step of the way from incredibly poor choices that lead to disastrous delf-destruction, yet throughout her agonizing ordeal, her parents remain loving and supportive.  Part of what makes this version so different from the rest is the humanizing portrayal of the father, who remains stumped, never finding answers, yet still doesn’t give up, despite being lied to repeatedly by his daughter, providing some of the more tender moments in the entire film.  Stella’s life would also continue to grow more chaotic, plunging into the world of addiction, but later on she appears to have settled down, finding a job and a good home together with her partner, somehow getting her life together, clean and sober, retaining some semblance of a normal life, becoming the poster child for recovering addicts, but something is always missing, obsessed by that connection to Magnea, who may be her one and only love, something she can never replace.  Raw, unflinching, and tragically real, offering a compelling and often shocking look into the slow downward spiral of its characters, moving back and forth between the past and present, while building towards heartbreaking moments of betrayal that would change the outcome of these characters’ lives forever.  The roadways they experience, especially Magnea, are emotionally crushing, where the cranked-up abuse is unsettling, a side of life rarely depicted as brutally punishing as it is here, while at the same time delving into the interiority of the characters, who become very recognizable after a while.  Avoiding the typical clichés that surround drug dependency in favor of a more delicately crafted, time-shifting character study, the intense power of the early segments leads viewers to recognize and understand what these women are going through, which makes the later scenes that much more difficult, as these are no longer strangers, but women we know and recognize on the verge of mental breakdowns, falling victim to their own insatiable appetites, where there is profound depth in the epic way their lives are presented, making us appreciate the horrors of this world that much more.  Among the better choices made by this director are the musical selections, perhaps fueled by Icelandic’s ambient megastar musician/composer Ólafur Arnalds, whose music is highly cinematic, atmospheric, and inspired by the quiet beauty of Icelandic landscapes, including one of his own tracks, Ólafur Arnalds - Dalur ft. Brasstríó Mosfellsdals YouTube (4:01), a music video directed by none other than Baldvin Z, but his underlying electronic music playing beneath the unleashed power of raw feelings onscreen is perfectly in sync.  But there are a few other notable selections as well, Kælan Mikla - Kalt YouTube (4:00), Toymachine - Toy Machine 2020 (Official music video) YouTube (4:56), Toymachine - Be Like Me [2000] (Official Music Video) YouTube (3:30), and aYia - RUINS (audio) YouTube (5:04), which masterfully fit the frenetic youth culture mode before the moodiness kicks in from the introspective, dark lyricism from California-born, Reykjavík-based Zöe’s evocative cover of the Nick Cave song ZÖE - AIN'T GONNA RAIN ANYMORE (OFFICIAL VIDEO) YouTube (4:20), while also performing the title track ZÖE - LET ME FALL (OFFICIAL VIDEO) YouTube (4:10), which plays over the end credits.